Being in a place that seems to be stuck, I have chosen to become more flexible.
The possibilities of what to do next causes me to analyze if I have any fears about this because it is obvious to me that fear has a way of paralyzing me.
What am I holding onto that is creating this vacuum? What am I ignoring?
I realized yesterday that my thought process to carve out a career for myself may have been backwards. I need to decide because the Universe waits to support that decision.
What about deciding is causing this paralyzing process?
Is it possible to be too open? Maybe not. Maybe I am so open I am caught up in all of the activity around being this open and all I need to do is shift my gaze or attention to something to focus on it.
Maybe because I am intimate with the creative process, I know all about the relinquishing, the movement that occurs when you're in the moment, the unattachment required to let the Universe flow through you. There is an element I am not seeing, not sensing, not picking up on.
Today, I will think about focusing on that which wishes to express itself through me. I am centered, I am ready, I believe I am prepared.
Today, I will readjust my skirt and start walking to see what energy I will resonate with. :-)
fear, desire and haste.
ReplyDeleteyou want too much, want it too fast, and are afraid to be responsible for what happens next.
that is not unreasonable.
you are young, western, and female.
already you have far more insight than most.
Exactly. Thank you for reflecting that. You make me smile.
ReplyDeleteFear of responsibility of what happens next. This is the fear I wished to find to become curious about. I can work with this! Thank you! :-)