All we want.

All we really want is to tune into that Universal energy that holds us together.

All we really want is to hold each other up and support each other.

What a great way to start the day!  

We really are all in this together, so let's start acting like it.

It's amazing when one person opens themselves up to possibilities and then from that opening discovers new avenues of thought and energy!  Then that one person interfaces with another and shares their story.  Then the other person opens themselves up and the world becomes a better place.

Wasn't that easy?  Didn't you just feel a great sense of relief?  :-)

Possibilities

Being in a place that seems to be stuck, I have chosen to become more flexible.  

The possibilities of what to do next causes me to analyze if I have any fears about this because it is obvious to me that fear has a way of paralyzing me.

What am I holding onto that is creating this vacuum?  What am I ignoring?

I realized yesterday that my thought process to carve out a career for myself may have been backwards.  I need to decide because the Universe waits to support that decision.

What about deciding is causing this paralyzing process?

Is it possible to be too open?  Maybe not.  Maybe I am so open I am caught up in all of the activity around being this open and all I need to do is shift my gaze or attention to something to focus on it.

Maybe because I am intimate with the creative process, I know all about the relinquishing, the movement that occurs when you're in the moment, the unattachment required to let the Universe flow through you.  There is an element I am not seeing, not sensing, not picking up on.

Today, I will think about focusing on that which wishes to express itself through me.  I am centered, I am ready, I believe I am prepared.

Today, I will readjust my skirt and start walking to see what energy I will resonate with.  :-)

Sunrise

Kind of fun beginning my day before sunrise.  I get the peace of the darkness and the quiet in the house.

A new day awaits!  Some things just don't change very easily, don't they?

We think we have it all figured out and then something happens to change the pattern of our thoughts.

Our freedom truly exists within ourselves. It has nothing to do with anyone else.

It's that feeling one chooses to allow.  In order to have that feeling of freedom, one must let go of all other thoughts.  It's easier to do than you're struggling with.

The darkness of the day teaches us how to do this.  The animals know it.

The sun has not began her song yet, but the Moon's song is very different.  A peaceful song it sings.  You should listen to it sometime.  Look to the moon in the darkness.  The darkness plays with the moon, the wind carries their song.  

Peaceful thoughts today.  Sitting with this feels stable for me today as I had a strange evening last night with a strange dance in front of me.

Sometimes I just feel like I am in a foreign place.

Wow is all I gotta say

I find myself in a completely different place today.  

The Universe does work with us!  The strange feelings I had were directly related chemical reaction to antihistamine.  I do not take ANY other medication, so if I feel that way, I wonder how others feel and maybe how they don't realize it is this that causes them to think they are depressed or out of sorts.

Wow is all I gotta say.

It started with the Universe sending an email that I won concert tickets in a different state, halfway across the US from where I am!  Then it continued when my family said "go".

Still in a haze, but coming out of it because I didn't take the antihistamine that day, I made reservations finding a pep in my attitude.

The conflict in my life dissipated and the fog lifted.

I have stated before luck is not in my world. Nothing happens by mistake.  It was the Universe giving me something, and I accepted it.

Wow is all I gotta say today.  

What is the Universe giving to you?  A good job?  A good family?  Good friends?  A loving animal friend?  A kind feeling from the breeze that plays with your face?  A calm feeling looking into the dark while you're outside?  Accept it.

Chemical

For those who suffer or have suffered from depression.

Be wary of using any kind of drug if you are not currently taking ANY medications.

I used an over the counter antihistamine for allergies and it threw me over the edge.

Not a good combination given the emotional stuff I have been working with the last few days.

I knew it could have been related to this but now I know.

Be Gentle.

Specks of Dust

I am more than my relationships.

I am more than my relationship with the Earth.

I am more than my relationship with this body.

I am more than my relationship with the Whole.

Why is the Whole important?

Why is my microcosm of a thing important in the great scheme of things?

I am yet a speck of dust compared to the Whole, why is that important?

There are smaller things than my speck of dust. Why are these all so important to the Whole?

Because together they make up the Whole.

Why is the Whole Important?

What if there wasn't a Whole?

Then there would be nothing.

Whole is an expression.

Then and only then the speck of dust becomes important. The speck of dust is the expression of the Whole. Then the Whole is expressed. Without the one speck of dust the Whole would not be expressed properly and it would not be True to Itself.

The speck of dust finds its energy again and continues to dance resonating with the Whole and finding Joy again in that resonance with the Whole.

The energy from the dance from the speck of dust is contagious and causes other specks of dust around it to tune themselves to its resonance, thus tuning themselves in the resonance of the Whole.

Empty

After the trauma and shock, after clarity has shown me that which I needed to see, I am left here alone.

It is just me.  

It has always been just me.

I have a choice as I always do.  Why not create something so wonder filled that I get caught up in it's dance?  Why not create something so beautiful that it fires all my senses?  Why not open myself to All that Is and let it flow through me with such force that the gush of energy creates a shift in the Earth's axis?

The emptiness exists.

It is the place tears come from from time to time.

It is also the place where one is able to take a deep breath because there is a new reality that will exist with the next exhale.

It is the place where one can grab onto the friendly hand extended to them to pull them up.  The friendly hand.

Sometimes there is no physical friendly hand. Sometimes it is the hand from the place we all come from.

I know this hand, it has been there all along, waiting for me when I need it.

The emptiness dissipates.

It is still there, but I choose to call upon the Light of All Living Things Connected again. 

Great Universal Light that Connects All Things, I ask You Today to Be My Friend and Be With Me.  While I'm asking from my low spot today, I also ask That You Touch All the lives of those who need to Today too, because if I'm in a low spot, others may be too and I want them to feel Your Comfort because they need it too.

And So It Is.