What the sam hill?

Oddest energy came to me today.  I am still baffled at how it creeped into my field of awareness.

It began as everything does with my physical presence, as a feeling.

The feeling continued and I expressed it. What an odd thing this expression was.

And yet, the odd expression morphed into a more harmonious atmosphere. How can that be?

Is it possible to express feelings that are not positive in such a manner that allows for harmony to overcome and dissipate? Apparently.

Harmony. What a strange thing that is.

Does this mean I have let go of some strange negative feeling and actually allowed harmony to exist with me?  That's what I am finding odd.

You question this possibly because if you know me, you know how I enjoy being the cheerleader and sharing Joy unabashedly.  And yet, here I am.  Surrounded by this new reality.

That which I have strived for, craved, cried for is now here-came to fruition!?!

I need to be Grateful for this odd feeling and embrace it as it requires it.  This is what Harmony feels like. Wow, I thought it would be different, but any NEW feeling is that way, isn't it.  Unexpected when one experiences it.

Life is fascinating.