Not myself

We have all been there. 

Realizing what ramifications there are of reacting while not being centered. Caught off guard.

Why do we need to be on guard?  There is something to this.  Why do we need to "stay ready" for a situation that may never happen?  Is that not a form of manifestation with the law of attraction?

I think so.

Perpetuating one's reaction to an event that may or may not happen creates a vacuum of energy bringing that which we spend our energy on.

Energy.

That which is unseen.  Energy-that which is actually measurable with instruments (clock, meters, etc).  Energy is where one spends time attracting or repelling.  It is not this simple. Energy has many patterns and movements. One just needs to be open to the possibilities and open enough to know when to let it pass and when to hold onto it and run rampantly with it.

That is the answer I seek. Holding on to old patterns is something practiced and familiar.  The trick is to let go of those old patterns and let them pass as new patterns emerge. The new pattern will allow for an expansion in one's self because the power of letting go of an old pattern is greater than holding onto it at this point. Why not try a new approach?  What do I have to lose?  I will lose the old pattern is what I'll lose, so if it is so caustic, why do I need to hold onto it?  

I do not have control over anything else other than myself. That is what my transformation is all about.

So my transformation continues. Yes, I was not myself.  This means Yes, I was not in my center when I reacted.  I was holding onto an old pattern.

Now, with the help of the Universe, I ask that this old pattern be released freeing me of this misalignment. I now choose to align myself again and gain my centeredness. 

And so it is.  :-)